Fears

When my arms are cold, when my mind is playing tricks on me, what if my decision was wrong?, when my sister goes to school every day she says she will see me when she gets home, what if she doesn't? when my heart beats is it strong or is it just a time bomb about to explode from an unknown fatal disease? Do you love me? Questions, answers, reason, belief, depression, irrational thoughts, first impressions, last impressions, beginners luck, life........ These are my fears... But I'm afraid that the list doesn't end there....