Dig a little deaper

The world is OBVIOUSLY spinning too fast because
I
am always dizzy.
I
keep crashing because my eyes are fixed on the rearview mirror.
I
know what love is. crazy i know. but i am absolutely sure of it.
I
am affraid of pain (not physical but mental/emotional) and heart break because as much as people say you get used to it.. with me i guess its different because the pain just gets worse..
I
care more each time.
 I
love harder every day.
I
might end up an emotional wreck but i want to express myself through writing
so here is my heart... it might still be beating.