We? no.. Me.

We all fall at some point. We all know what its like to reach a high point. We all strive for something. We all have a dream in our hearts that may never die. We all sleep, eat, cry, laugh, and a number of other things.. But get out of my head because this is My blog. I am Comtesse Nicole de Loncrette. I have never been good at keeping my mouth shut, but i have also never had the opportunity to open it. I used to think my face was a clear giveaway of my emotions and it would be if anyone could see me. I don't aim to be contrary, that is just how it happens. My life has never been easy but id like to think it began with "once upon a time". That i could someday live happily ever after. Who lives happily ever after? The girl in the mirror that no matter how small she feels she could never be small enough? The boy in a small room with too many people, and questions that are unanswered hiding behind a door because he "fits" there? That girl who knows that she will live beyond this life and worries about her soul and where her heart is? The boy who always opens doors and smiles with such sincerity you might accidentally fall in love with him on a first impression? Or is it that girl who lost a father and knows nothing of her mother other than the stories and a name.. that name being Comtesse Nicole de Loncrette.. Happily ever after is a fantasy. Its nice to think of living your life behind a name. But that is a fantasy. This is reality. I live on a roller coaster that could end at any moment, it speeds up until it reaches a peak and then I'm flipped upside down and fall at an even faster speed. I wont promise that i will enjoy the ride, but i will make sure the view is great.